Conversation with my Lord

I came across my journal that I started in 2008 when I was transitioning to where I now live and began to read it. I came across a conversation I had with the Lord when I was frustrated bordering hopelessness. Out of the darkness he broke me through with his ray of light.


Where do I go from here

I’ve seemed to have lost my way

The path that was once clear

Has simply blown away

Will there come a day

When I can truly say

I’m on my way again.

The Lord

I know the way seems dark and dim

I know you’ve seem to have lost your way

But my light’s still shining brightly on the path

Your destination is still in tack

I’m making a way that no man can do

I’m preparing everything just right for you

I haven’t forgotten you!

He indeed had everything prepared for me from leaving my family, my job and selling my house and embarking on a journey

to an unknown place. I’m forever grateful to where he’s brought me to.



There was a knock at the door and I went to see

Who was the unexpected visitor here to see me

There stood a person near and dear to my heart

I hadn’t seen in the years we’d been apart

He’d changed a bit but not too much

The twinkle in his eyes–dimple in his chin

Drew me as it did back then

More than that was the place in my heart

Where coveted memories will never depart

We visited a while. I laughed and giggled as a child

The past became the present for only a short time

Oh how wonderful to be young again

Not in body, surely in mind

He still took my breath away

As he did the very day

I first laid eyes on him

When I thought He’d never look my way

I was grateful for answered prayers–to know he was doing fine

My smile lingered as I slowly shut the door

A sense of calm covered me when I realized

I might never see him again until we meet in eternity

















The little things no one can see

The little things between you and me

The little things you point out

Only for you and me to see


You guide me everywhere I go

Whisper in my ear

Only for me to know

When to stay and when to go


The little things

Means more each day

The little things that you say

Keeps me straight so I won’t stray


The little things I hear and see

Let me know you love me

Each and every day you say

What guide’s me on my way


The little things no one can see

The little things between you and me

The little things the way you lead

Only for you and me to see



Peaceful Place

I was taking my morning walk when a whisper beckoned me to come. It wasn’t a person I could see. Just a sweet calm voice calling me. I turn toward the direction the call came from. I heard trickling stream and a breezy hum. Peace and tranquility was the drawing force. Captivated me and pulled me off course. A momentary respite and Joy overflowing was just what I needed to keep on going.


Kiki’s Me



I may have weave in my hair
And swing it like I just don’t care
But that does not define me
I am more than what you can see
Though I paid for it, I do have hair

I look in the mirror and admire me
My heart is pure
To the Nth degree
I’m really more than you can see
The outward trappings don’t capture me


Look Back

Look back at the beginning of the year

Is there anything you can hold dear

The road may have been rough

Many days very tough

Times nothing looked good but the bed


When there was no drive to go on

Wanting to let loose

But kept holding on

Battled fear and doubt

Crying out what is this all about


Look back once again

See how far you’ve come

Now at the end

It’s time to give thanks

For His faithfulness

To stand by your side

As He gently guide

You to His expected end.



Anxiety’s high

Do you know the reason why

It’s about a lie.